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After listening to the song “One Life” by Boyce Avenue & Friends and “Bad Day” by the cast of Side Effects, I’ve been thinking about my life. I’m 20 years-old. I am not doing that well in school. I don’t have a job. I’m not pursuing my dream. I’m not not even close with my friends that I use to be “I’d die for you” close with.
All I do is go to school, which I barely pay attention in anymore. Go home. Get on my laptop. Hangout with my best friend. Eat with my family. Do homework. Then sleep.
I don’t see my life going anywhere. With the path I’ve been taking, I can only hope that something lucky comes my way to lead my path in the right direction. I guess that is where having faith comes in.
IF YOU DID START READING. Please STOP now.
I know people say that smoking MaryJ is bad for you, but I don’t see it. Right now, it is the ONLY thing keeping me from breaking down. I don’t see my life going anywhere. People say it’s bad, but I don’t see it. It relieves my stress, and It keeps me close with my best friend. We smoke together which calms us down to let out whatever we are feeling. I meet new people from it and it is something I can do instead of sitting at home thinking pall depressed like THIS.
I’ve had a few dates/flings with a few girls. But none were right except for the most recent. She’s been perfect so far, but I don’t think anything is gonna happen. She’s planning on moving after this year, and I don’t wanna have to deal with a long-distance relationship. So again, nothing in that category either. Guess I’m gonna have to go on my 2-3 dates a week thing I’ve been doing for a year and half now.
If you didn’t follow instructions and read this anyway, SORRY for rambling. I’m just kinda lost in my life right now.